m...o...o...d...y...

i feel wanna write this blog in mandarin,

but too lazy to do so..

haha...

after exam like really got nothing to do....

a bit too bored...

do u believe that 5.15pm juz nw,

i din eat anything for more than 24hours???

haha... from monday's 8pm until wed's 5pm...

lol...

first time ever i guess...

i spend all my time on my bed watching drama n i finished that series of drama juz in these few days...

never been this crazy b4...

besides watching,

i spent my time on thinking as well....

maybe i'd think too much....

a bit tired n lazy...

well, i thought my mood will be better...

but it seems that it's not getting better..... than ever.....

exam=nightmare

i need to write again...

juz finished a phone call with my mom...

lol....

while i'm having my exam stress over here...

my mom is having trouble with my brother over thr...

she was complaining that my bro is not looking for job for this sem break,

and yet, wasting time in front of the computer...

my bro is the very not outgoing type of guy if compared to me....

my mom always say we should change personality...

my bro is currently studying in UTAR which is very near my house...

my mom said that he has a 2-months break until the end of december,

but he did not try to find any part time job or temp job to fill the holidays up....

he used to work at a recycle centre, also near my house,

but that centre has stopped operating....

and so, my bro considered 'unemployed'...

do u know e-book???

i forgotten e-book means novels in handphones or computer....

but my bro love to read novels using computer....

he can spend one whole day in front of the computer juz reading the stories without food...

well, on the other hand,

another thing that worried my mom was,

his education lar...

addicted to those stories in the computer makes him did not really spend much time on studies....

my mom claimed that when she works, my bro will go to uni,

when she's on leave, he'll stay at home....

my mom really gt no idea wat is he up to...

i was told by my bro that he always go to the uni to online....

online to download more 'e-stories'....

is he going make good future for he himself and also the family???

well, when this is the prob,

then here comes a pressure on me...

if he doesn't, m i going to make good future for me myself and also the family???

hahaha...

i've already got enough stress by can't make it to install all the programmes needed by the exam into my tiny stupid little brain....

thinking i m going to grad in not more than a years time from nw...

my brain is already conquered by the phrase "exam is not everything in this world!!"...

how m i going to change the phrase to ''scoring good results might bring a brighter future"??

arrr!!!!!

pls help me to study and sit for the last paper on next monday!!!!!!!!!!

who wanna volunteer???

a memory to share....

it's a bit too early to wake up n a bit too late to go to bed... i know....

juz finish playing pet society...

n while playing n visiting a fren, makes me think of one incident....

it was during my form 5 if i have not mistaken...

there was one morning when teacher was absent,

as usual, my classmates (including me lar) were trying to make a mess in the classroom by walking around n talking as loud as we could..

then while i was talking with a guy,

this guy all of a sudden trying to play with my palms,

(err, in another word, touch my hands lar)....

then...

haha...

so happened my bf (ex bf lar, and also 1st bf) walked passed my classroom n witnessed the whole scene....

n guess wat he did???

wat would u do if u were my bf at that moment??

well,

haha....

he took a chair n threw the chair towards that guy's direction,

but, luckily din kena the guy...

err....

then they were sort of like fighting gua.....

(could not really remember what happened after that)

my classmates were trying to help to defense gua,

but they din dare to do much coz that time,

my ex bf was with his frens,

and,

he was that type that kind of influential in school at that time (maybe bcoz he was taking his form 6 study-eldest student in the school and was a prefect),

besides influential,

he was a bit too fierce that time lar.... (actually a lot very fierce)

so my classmates were like afraid of him....

luckily that time no teacher in was bcoz of attending meeting which required most teacher's attendance,

so no teacher actually know about the whole incident...

ever since that incident,

that guy never talked to me even until we finish form 5....

(or i should say until now??)

well, it's a good thing,

it is also a bad thing to be....

y would i suddenly think of this???

it is bcoz i was visiting frens in pet society (a FB game that i guess everybody knows),

then happened to visit that guy fren of mine...

then trying to flash back how we stopped talking to each other....

then the picture came into mind....

^^

k lar....

good morning to the world n good night to me!!!

a terrible day!! with terrible mood!!

wow!!! today really beh tahan until i wanna blog!! but i will make it a short one (coz i wanna continue with my FB game n drama... ^^)

i feel i'm really dumbo...

this afternoon when i was eveready for my exam at around..... ok lar, i was a bit too late for the exam as i always do... my exam starts at 3.30pm, i started to move my butt off the chair around 3.20pm.... get my stationaries, phone, purse, jacket n matrix card, n the next thing was, i was out of the room....

without my car key n room key....

wat the.....

the 1st thing came into mind was "stupid jinni!! wat r u doing at this moment???!!!!''... or GOD actually wanted to hint me need not to go for exam??? ^^ (=.= think too much)

the 2nd thing was call for help of course...

ok, the 3rd thing here was, although not that serious, but, i realised that i'd left my exam slip in car.... in purpose... (stupid me!!)

finally reached the exam hall a little bit late... ^^ everyone was looking at this miserable lady to walk in while they r ready for their exam to get started... i headed to the officer n told her that i've lost my exam slip n ask her to check my seat number for me.... (at that moment i felt so lucky that i did not remember wrongly where was my exam..) err, she asked me for my subj's code....

=.=

excuse me!! who would go n remember the subj code?? i thought u should know it better than me as u r guarding the hall today??? then i find myself on that paper... no need even one minute to trace my name.... fine!!! 122... n it was so far away from the front.... i need to walk pass 21 tables and chairs to reach my seat... lol... although it was not the first time for this sem's exam(i mean walking so far while everyone actually staring at u, probably not everyone but, many!!), it still make me feel uneasy...

finally i can start doing my investment paper in the hall... ok, the 1st question, it was..... quite easy... n at that point onwards, i should start hating myself... is it because it's a bit easy??? then i started to write as slowly as possible.... it took me 45 minutes to finish the 1st question... lol.... wat a stupid thing to do.... for the following questions, i reserved those that do not involve calculation for the last n do those calculation 1st..... the other stupid thing is here.. wat's wrong of finishing the questions one by one??? while i've already read through the questions n think of the answers.... so i continue with calculations... i realised i forgotten to bring an eraser while i was drawing a graph... *miserable* ok... try not make any mistake with pencil.... then count count... then stuck... then look around... continued counting... finally, finish all the calculations(that i know)... back to writing... half an hour left for that, while i have another 4 questions that require long answers... T.T

do u think i managed to answer all???

haha... i'll keep it to myself lar....

but anyway,

i really feel that i was being very stupid for those few hours....

ok, done, i was out of the hall....

n went for dinner with my fren....

n back to room....

hmmm....

i was trying very hard to open my room door with a method that is very widespread among my college residents....

but, i failed to open it...

then one of my malay fren passed by n volunteer to help passionately.. ^^

but she couldn't make it.....

arrr!!!!

i was d*mn pekcek that time!!! i was holding a bunch of things (those things that i took b4 i went for exam) while watching my fren opening the door....

n SWEATING!!!

then a nearby neighbour saw then i asked her for another block's felo's hp number to get spare key from the office.... (en. danny was the one!!)

a very kind of him immediately ask me to wait in front of the office to get the key...

wow!!! i was like...... thank GOD!!! i've finally got a way to get into my room!!!

haha... then went to office.... get the key.... back room.... get my own set of key.... n back to the office to return the spare key.... n there goes a lousy day~~~

** during my exam today right, i observed something... someone been caught cheating for exam... err.... he's a foreign student lar... but dun wan say from which country lar... he went washroom ma, then the staff accompanied him back to his seat n at the same time, his lecturer(also my lecturer) was near his seat, which was also very near to my seat..... then the staff open a piece of paper with lots of wordings on it.... haha... i saw.... then i couldn't hear wat the lecturer told to the staff... but i heard when the student tried to explain, the lecturer was like...... ''i dunno..........."

forgotten wat he said....

my curiosity was one of the killers of my paper today... ~0~

**regarding how i tried to open my room door without key right, not really convenient to tell arr... coz i'm still staying here... wait till i grad ady then i tell.... but i believe most of u knew it....