a dream came true......

finally,
all the activities for pesta tanglung UKM are completed..
everything has came to an end..
i've completed my mission in PTUKM,
although,
it wasn't done perfectly..

few months ago,
i din know y i got chosen as one of the EXCO of PTUKM..
i din know wat can i do for PT..
i know nothing much but i've chosen to take up this responsibility..
there were once,
err,
more than once that i regretted to join PT..
stress,
restless,
troubles,
n even accidents..
it was really hard for me to go through all these..

but looking back doesn't help,
so i choose to concentrate on what should i do,
instead of what've i done...

everytime when i went back home after a few restless days,
my mom would ask me 'what have u done until u look so tired?'
then continue with, 'did u study for ur academic??',
then again with, 'u better not abandon ur studies for ur extra activities, u enter uni to study, not only to join activities!!'
then i would go, 'yes, yes, yes....'
'wat do u get for joining all these things?'
'i've learnt alot from there..'
'wat can u learn, u can stil learn when u start working..'
'......'

then when i started to dig in n out, up n down in the house for some props to be used for the stage performance,
my mom would say,
'y do u need all these things?'
'n u better return'em back hor,
they r priceless...'

then when i got into my 1st accident for PT,
my mom scolded me,
'how many times do i need to tell u to drive slowly n carefully?'
'u r not experienced driver!!'

then the 2nd time of accident,
a very serious 1,
my aunt told me that my mom was so frightened when she heard of it...
her
tears
fell
for
me...
i....
felt real bad...
that time she said,
'luckily i din get into any heavy injury..'
'someone really was watching over u up there...'
not even a scolding came from her mouth...
ever since that incidence,
i've told myself,
i've sacrified so much for PT,
i'll do the rest to the best i can...
or i'll feel sorry for everyone that stands beside me..

i never complaint when i got no time to sleep,
i never give up no matter how tired i felt,
i never told off no matter how depressed i was...
tears were trying to drop...
heart was trying to break into pieces..
eyes were trying to shut..
ears were trying to close..
i,
almost lost myself..

stil remember when things needed to be changed,
heart was so ache that tears was running in the eyes..
teacher sat beside me n said,
'take it easy,
u can do it!!'

stil remember when i was totally broke down,
just a call,
a true fren was there to help out..
as much as he could..

my parents had came all the way to UKM to witness wat i've done for the past few months..
i felt abit released before the stage performance..
i hoped the stage performance could end in just a blink of eyes..
finally,
it ended...
i couldn't control my tears anymore,
they dropped on my cheeks..
thousands of unspoken words..
thousands of unexpressed feelings..

my mom stood right in front of me in front of the stage,
she looked at me,
in her own way,
that told me with her eyes that,
'girl,
i saw what have u done,
u've done a good job,
mom is very proud of u...'

many ppl had praised the stage performance..
everyone says PTUKM 29 is a success..
i was sad that we did something wrong during the performance..
the efforts were paid off with mistakes,
it was my fault...
many ppl had praised the props, technical, n oso styling,
n EXCO from other groups said the programme group had done a great job,
but,
without the marketing group, no one would sell tickets for the performance,
without the advertisement group, there would not have any souvenir for the audience,
without research team, there would not have any theme for PTUKM 29,
without the exhibition team, the VIPs would not have red carpet to walk on to get into the hall,
without publicity team, no one would know about our activity,
without the protocol team, the stage performance would not have any opening ceremony...
n there,
nothing can be done even programme teams are excellent...

PT29 is a great success,
thanks to each n every member in this huge family..

PT29 is a great success,
thanks to each n every audience that've given out support n applause..

PT29 is a great success,
bcoz we'd done our best out of our best..
not bcoz we'd done it perfectly without any mistake....

let's cheer for PTUKM 29...

**thanks to all my frens that had given me so much support...
    u guys had given me strength to walk this path..
    thanks.....